My fellow artists, and esteamed perverts

I draw steadily anymore. I get ideas with the regularity that on ADD can provide.
It saddens me greatly that many of my non porn works seem to have no following. However, if I put out a simple no effort T&A pic, it is well recived.

This huirts, but as I have learned in life, you gotta roll with the punches.
Even though i know for a fact about 4 people will read this post to its conclusion, I state this forth-with. I will draw that which will gain me the respect and following i have seen so many others recive.
To that end, it means free commisions, respetion of positive style critique, ect.

It is time to be the whore I am, so use me as you will folks, at least direct me on how to be as loved as all these other artists with friends dropping gift art on them are.

( why yes i am on medication, thank you.)

The flood gates are open...cry havoc and let slip the art of whore!...

Tearanon.

Love ya all.
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Hey folks.

I have been one of the biggest anti-cell phone speakers ever. until my mother decided to give me my B-day present early and low and behold, she gets me a cell phone...

Now I am as technically level as everyone else. and no, I will NOT use it to get one of theose Blutooth Borg implants.

Love ya all.
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Hey all,

Well, after a month without a working tv, I recived a windfall of a change check from school, so my big splurdge was a new TV...oh sweet TV how I have missed your cathode love.

Then shortly after that i got my car checked out and I found my head gasket is ruptured...a 1,500 dollar repair.

What deity have I wronged I ask you?

Oh well, at least i can watch TV now.

Love you all.

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Ok world, I can't take it anymore...

I channel surfed my way onto a news channel and was quickly reminded why I DON'T watch the news.

Hulk Hogan's son is tried as an adult and now he is whining about the conditions of jail.

A girl is savagely beaten by a pack of other girls and now the girls ring leader wants leaniancey on her judgement...

WHAT THE FUCK!

There was a time when if you did wrong you were punished, and you were delt with so you made damn sure you did'nt fucking do it again!

When I was a kid, if I erred harshly enough my parents whipped my ass and by the gods on high I sure as hell did'nt make the same mistake twice.
NOW, it is called child abuse if you spank your kids.

At what point did we say, "You know...I think we are treating the criminals that commit rape, murder, and other violent acts too harshly. Let's go easier on them, in fact, Lets villanise the victim. That'll make it all better."

When are we gonna realise that we have become a socity of overendulgant, people pleasers that use "politicaly correct" as their battle cry to get their way, the same way a 3 year old throws a tantrum to get it's way?

Those human beings I meet on the web and form bonds with, you are excused from this statment, the rest of you, I hope you desire to form bonds or you get lumped together with the rest I am about to defane...

Humanity has become an even more viralant strain of self blinded protozoa hell bent on the destruction of any and all things not THEM. Furthermore, I hope the law of 3 drops like a hammer on the rest of you friggan cattle that labor under the dillusion that everyone needs to be JUST LIKE YOU or they are evil immoral individuals that will "Burn in Hell" if they dont conform to your hive mind mentality!

I can only hope that there are more people out there like the ones I have met here that seem to actually be capable of love, compassion, and open minds towards others.

To those of you that find yourself of the latter persuasion of that which I have mentioned, May the gods rain their blessings upon you.
If you happen to be of the previously mentioned persuasion, please, take a long hard look in the mirror and decide if thats what you want to be...if you do want to be like that, please drive a bus filled with the rest of your ilk off a cliff and onto a congregation of more of your kind and take as many of you hateful out with you as possible.

Much love, Blessed be.

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Well folks,

Lately, aside of studying for finals, I have been thinking back on my life.

I gotta say, there is A LOT there I don’t like...

I have in past journals said how others have done me wrong, well that’s only the half of it.

I have been looking back and seeing there is a lot I have done, said, or generally screwed up on to the point I am wondering how the frag I got this far.

This is fixing to turn into a wall of text, those of you not willing to read, turn back now lest you never return.

I think it began when I ran away from home and dropped out of school. I began just doing whatever got me from day to day. very little effort was put into how I was behaving towards others.
That didn’t improve as I came home after that little jaunt and began bouncing from one dead end job to another. Eventually, after getting hurt on the job, I moved back to Washington, ( where I went when I ran away. ), and tried it there, same thing, only I seemed to masterfully alienate myself from nearly everyone I met. I have no idea what spawned this madness I began committing to, but it was borderline sociopath behavior.

I came back home to Oklahoma and shortly there after I met the woman that would end up being my 3rd fiance. ( 3rd times the charm, right?)
No lie, I ended up cheating on her multiple times. Nothing I can say justifies it. After being engaged to her for 5 years, she leaves me for the guy that she is married to now, and the last person I shall ever refer to as "Best friend" ( the term seems jinxed with me )

I continue on and try to make my way with what few friends I had left. On the plus side I did get with the woman who is now my 4th fiancé, ( crosses fingers ), and started into college.

While in school, I ended up losing my house in Tulsa, and the last of the people had been calling friends. ( at least I assume so, havent heard from them in months. )

I would say this sounds like a "woe is me" rant, instead, I want to apologize to all I have ever wronged, I am sure there are even more than I remember, but we all tend to wear rose colored glasses in remembering our own actions.

On the opposite side of the coin, I say there have just as many wrongs done to me. This isn’t an excuse for any of my deeds, but a humorous look at how zen my life is. good = bad, neither outweighing the other. To those that have done me wrong, I forgive you. But remember, forgiven is NOT forgotten.

I have felt sad looking back at all I have lost, but at he same time, I am happy for what I have, which seems to be getting better all the time.
I hope I can be remembered for the good I have done, and forgiven for my ill deeds as I have forgiven others...though I do have to admit there are some people of my past that can never be forgiven as there is no way they would desire forgiveness. Those that have no remorse for their evils shall not have their evils wiped away, instead their evils shall return upon them three fold.
My religion has taught me that, thus my desire to say sorry for all I have done wrong.

In summation, I am sorry to all of you who I have hurt, wronged, or dishonored.

that being said, you all have good lives.

I'm out.

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